It's been so long since I blogged? Anyway, end of "Taiwanese drama", an inside joke between Sean & I. Hmm... Time to move on, as much as most mandopop songs I listen to now reminds me of you.... But I will move on..
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Always cherish the people around you before they are gone.
So much has changed since I came back from Korea. I have grown to know more about life and also myself. And I realized I am getting more fearless/adventurous and independent now? Especially even to have the thought of a long solo-trip and climbing a mountain alone, that's crazy loner thing to do. But I am kinda okay with it, though sometimes I feel bored and get very happy to meet nice people/strangers overseas. Plus, not gonna forget my reason to be in Korea, which is to dance. I kinda stood strong to this reason and I would say the objective of the trip is achieved, thus not really focusing on the fact that it's such a loner thing to do. HAHA the power of dance. Anything additional (life lessons) are just bonus and plus points for this trip ^^ But during my trip in Korea, I felt busy AF though I was alone, because of whatsapp? Yes, it's a good communication tool but with it, I felt like I was always with someone? Like where's my alone time then? But having said that, I have always wanted to go on a whatsapp/social media detox, but everything is online and it's just tough to go into a detox that easily, plus having to account to people for your MIA-ing. But I will try, one day! :) I believe I can, even if it's for a day. HAHA. Okay la, I gotta admit I really do enjoy some time alone LOL.
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Somehow this is what I have been feeling these days - "When you're single"
Is this a bad thing? Some days I learn to embrace this commitment-free moments, before I ever get into my next relationship, to have the best single, free days to do whatever the fuck I want, with no one to report to, no one to discuss a decision with (though second opinions with loved ones are amazing sometimes) and doing greater things like spending some time with my family and friends. But having said that, I do get damn lonely? Still looking for the guy that will make me feel that commitment is a blessing.
A good period for myself, to sort my life directions, especially with a transition period from studying to internship/work, new commitments, stronger goals, jiayou to me :) My only goal till the end of the year is to balance/survive
1. Internship
2. Recital Practices (1 or 2 recitals?)
3. Korean Classes (Level 1, and hopefully Level 2 too?) 4. Dance sessions
5. Tuition, maybe?
6. Family
7. Friends, CCA occasionally
Though it's not in any particular order, but that seemed quite a lot. ._. Shall work something out with this.
