January has been a bad month with a series of unfortunate events...
- I didn't get my elective (even though I am in senior year?)
- I eventually took up core modules that aren't really what I wanted to take originally
- Roomie issues
- Motivation for studying is gone
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Oh well, at least the first three issues are settled?
Now, to get my motivation to study.... How do I get motivation?? I feel that the engine is about to start as I have been watching my lecture recordings willingly (though multi-tasking) but it's better than nothing. HAAAA.
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Made a new friend, B from T and surprisingly even after our meetup, we are still talking. Was kinda affected at first when we didn't even text after we met, but guess everything is back to normal now, especially since it's CNY now and there's plenty of time to talk. On the other hand, GS also started talking again (busy kid 5eva) over this short holiday.
Eventually I still felt that our friendships improved a lot more after our meetups, which is a good thing :) This is something I never believe could be done, but please continue to prove me wrong.
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This is so random but I received a prank call from someone, saying that my friend has lost her matriculation card. Turns out to be my friend pranking me and says that her friend wants to know me? WHUTTTTTT. Till today I still have no idea whose number is that, and who called me, and the reason to call, as we are both not very close (before this), and now we are kinda close.
Anyway, turns out that the friend is kinda cute??? *dies*
But sadly when we met (as a group), our conversations were a one-way traffic. (I'm sorry)
What's wrong with you, Wei Ting? I thought you know how to socialise properly???
Sighs but oh well, managed to follow him on Insta, but maybe things aren't really what I am thinking anymore? :/
顺其自然吧... Moving on.....
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Was trying to just move on from someone and good friend kept mentioning his name. Mentioned L on Monday, mentioned all the interactions and how things could be possible.
Then he mentioned B on Wednesday -.- Saw him on Wed though, and WTF, Wei Ting, I actually dreamt of B???! -.-
Kept me thinking about the possibilities but .... no? :/
I am just daydreaming and imagining. Everything is just so one-sided (even interactions as a friend). Sometimes even as a friend, I feel tired that I am the only one contributing to improve on this friendship. It sucks and it's just damn tiring to do it.
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Trying to end Jan 2017 with a good vibe.
More motivation
More fun
More dance
More interesting happenings
Stay positive, strong and happy
Please let February be a good month :)
