My answer? I want to self-improve. Y2S1 isn't easy, I overloaded this semester, took up a committee role, and was trying hard to pull up my GPA. I focused on studies this semester. Especially that, I haven't sessioned for A VERY LONG TIME. I did not session much, nor did I went back for hall dance practices too.
Then, I kept asking myself: "Why am I back for this competition? What's my reason for doing so?" I just cannot find the answer to this question. I am just wondering why. I just went for practices, without thinking, without realising, what is my purpose? I just went mindlessly. What do I wanna achieve out of this? I forget the reason why I stayed. I really hope I can find the answer soon. I need my motivator soon.
This led to generation of thoughts, goals and resolutions for the year 2016, though 2015 hasn't ended but I wanna make this now as I am feeling inspirational and aspiring to keep to my resolutions. (and more but it's 1AM I can't think right now.)
1. Be happy. No matter what, no one should have the power to make you sad.
2. Love yourself more. More facials, taking care of your health, watching what you eat.
3. Learn something new. Be open to new things.
4. Sometimes you needa relax and have your time alone. It is not wrong to relax and chill once in a while.
5. Be strong to fight against OCD
Goals of 2016:
- Do better in popping
- Be happy
- Taiwan/Japan Trip
- Save a small sum every month and keep track of finances
On a side note, I am frigging happy I met up with so many of my secondary school & poly friends this holiday :3
