20th.
Was greeted with a wish from my scooby family group chat, then everyone started wishing me. To the special three that held a higher priority in my heart among the peeps, thank you for the private messages/call/skype instead of wishing through the group chat. It could just be a simple wish, but to me, the impact is strong. Now I realised how technology has made things so easy that people take it for granted. A wish through a private message totally had made my day more than ever because I feel that we are good/close friends. I mean it's fine that you guys don't have to pm me if we aren't close, I can understand that we wish through group chats :) I know & I am guilty of that. But now realizing how a personal message can impact me that much, next time I would go the extra mile to type a longer pm to whoever whom I feel that is important. Because I also want them to know that I cherish them... And also, thank you C for the cute photo message. I did blow my screen lawls. Was kinda sad that I didn't meet most of my scoobitchesssss (only saw Wayne, Kakei & Amy) for the entire day, but glad to meet up w A & J for awhile to pass me my supper! Xiexie ni men!!
During lunch, they celebrated my birthday for me. Thank you for the surprise, Fresno & the Skeeter seniors :') Even though I am from Scooby but really glad that we bonded really well after camp & also go for dance events & session together :') and to the seniors from skeeter, thank you for the guidance since the start, I may not know you guys during the audition when I was with Skeeter for auditions, but well, at least we know each other now ^^ haha. So glad to have a group that I can hang out with.
Xiexie my primary school bff, secondary school clique, close friends & poly clique who sent me private messages & had an instagram/fb post for me (muacks) really appreciate that our friendship is still ongoing & strong despite all these years. I know in the past, I wasn't matured enough & I sometimes take friendship for granted. I am glad that I haven't lose you guys. Really, I want to be good friends with you guys for my entire life. Now that I am thinking a lot about friendship & how my time is spent in school almost daily and so damn caught up with studies, I really regretted not showing enough that I care in the past. I do care, but I dont show it much. Now I am thinking about it, i m gonna show it, go the extra mile, whatever, I will do it. Days before my birthday, I was so caught up with studies, exams, I realised I didn't have the time to really sit down & enjoy coffee & catch up with an old friend. I had already plans of meeting up with many of them but never told them about it. I missed my internship budz so damn much, but I didn't text her to tell her until she texted me ytdy. (Just do it man, seriously, Wei Ting, what are you waiting for?) I will really plan our my hectic dec & jan schedule to ensure that I meet those that I really miss.
Thank you Cyrus for the surprise celebration. It was supposed to be celebrating our senior's birthday, but S & N came to blindfold me and bring me down to the lounge. Poor thing, my dance budz, D, had to play the SP-interaction tekan games with me. XD But luckily it wasn't awkward or anything when we played 7 wonders & we had to do that nose-to-nose thing. haha! Happy birthday to the fellow nov babies & also my dance budz too! :)
Also, thank you S for making this celebration happen. Best freshie jiu shi best freshie. I was very touched with the birthday celebration as well :)
Not forgetting, I won't be going home till my examination ends... Feeling so sian having to study and can't go home, I am really sorry that I couldn't be home to accompany them. But thank you guys for travelling down on Sunday jus to celebrate for me. I know my temper is abit bad because I just woke up that day. I was guilty for just slightly raising my voice. I am really really sorry. I will be a better daughter/granddaughter from now onwards. Really cherish you guys, my family. :) I miss you too, Ry, can't wait to be done with exams so I can come home & sayang youuuu.
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Oh well. No longer a teenager. Well, mentally, I have to grow up too. I really hope one day I will be fully matured & keep childish behaviors & thoughts outta my mind. Anyways.... I am thankful for the friends & family I had in my university life even though it's just the start of my uni life for a few months only. You guys made me a happy girl today.
Your private mesage & skype call, I wished things were back to where our friendships were before and not just a one-time thing. Honesty, I had never had such good friends that I can click so well with within 4-5 months.
Anyway, a grateful girl to start off my life as a twenty year old. Cheers to more friendships to go!
[This post is in a mess but it kinda conveyed what I wanted to say for the past few days as all these thoughts have been in my head for so long....]
