I used to be alone, not waiting for anyone's texts, just me, a loner who is sort-of happy with the simple, solitude life. One day, you came into my life. We aren't close at all. But you initiated a conversation with me. And that's how everything started. We talked everyday, all day, non-stop. Today, you were overthinking or sad, I don't know which. But it saddens me to know that you are feeling negative. The one who pull me up when I am down, is feeling sad. (Tbh, I had never had a friend who cared that much about me, motivating me constantly.) I don't know what I can do to make you feel better. I.. just... don't know how... I also felt the emptiness that sets in when we don't talk for just a night. It just felt weird if we don't talk. I don't know if things have changed because of anything that I had said. And for a loner like me, I have found someone that I cared too much for; for you, this good friend, this amazing guy, this brother of mine. Please don't go. As much as I am afraid of losing you as a friend, I am also afraid of being replaced.

& here I am, still waiting for your text.
[Saturday, 4:10AM]