Late post from a week ago!

I asked a guy out. Yes I did. I did. I feel so weird because it's usually the guys doing the chasing right? Girls should be the ones sitting there waiting for guys to ask them out right? It's the exact opposite for me.

To me, if you want something, go get it or else you don't regret your decision of not doing it in the first place. So I went thickskin enough to ask you on a night after I was quite high from one amazing dance class (because I get happy when I workout or dance). As usual, you were friendly & promised to give me an answer by Sat night. Could understand your position & might be busy & schedule was unpredictable laaaaa.

Saturday came, and I waited for the night, waiting for your message. You didn't message me about it. Most probably you forgot, or is waiting for me to forgot; I don't know. I lost hope & was prepared for the worst case scenario ever. After I asked you, your "XX is typing" was so long that I prepared for your worst answer ever & played Pusher Lover Girl to calm my mood down... but, least expected is that you said you could go with me. (: (p/s I considered it a date at first but the moment I met you it became like an outing feel)

We exchanged numbers & even continued on our FB conversation till 3AM before you KO~ haha. Our conversation was quite flowy & didn't have to think alot of what to continue because the conversation kept on going. (& I ALSO FOUND OUT THAT YOU ALSO WATCHED RYAN HIGA OMFG.)  The next morning you texted halfway & fell back asleep. What a pig :P

Fast forward to meeting you at City Hall at night because it was more convenient for you (you, bishhhh *so lazy*) haha jkjk. When I meet you, I felt like I was meeting a friend, instead of a crush. We talked, or you did the talking, catching up on your stuff & performances, etc. As we were walking, I wished I could just hook your arms tho... sigh. I remember for the first time I actually observe your height & yeap, you are so tall & I can totally say (I repeated this for like n th times already, I like tall guys) When we were there, there was already a crowd & as the short me, I couldn't see much. Lol & you were so active there, shouting at your friends/crews names LOL I haven't heard a guy scream for quite a while already xD anyways, fast forward to the time when we finally got a seat, you were sitting so far away from me, and there was even a period of time you sit one step above mine (even tho the steps are short but you are damn tall leh lol) waa damn sad I jus wanna move closer to you but I just maintained at my spot. :/ There were some awkward moments I don't know what to talk about... Then we just sat there & admire the scenery... lol..
Show started & you were back sitting at the same height as me la, and my left hand was on my right knee while your right hand was on your left knee (wtf bad way of description) and I somehow wished I could hold your hand because it's freaking close to my hand & idk if our hands brushed against each other's. Lol. Plus on that day there was a onstage proposal, and it's my first time seeing a proposal in front of my eyes omg... I wished you did something but ha-ha-ha who am I to you ...

You nearly wanted to leave the place w/o me when I go find my friends backstage after they performed.. (p/s: Minyu, I am super proud of you to dance hiphop even though you have been doing popping all these while) We left the venue & I wanted to take pic with you (with proper lighting) but too paiseh to ask for photo with you already...
Both of us missed a few of our trains to finish our conversation despite being at 11+ at night. Wished we really missed the last train & we can ton the entire night away together...

Well, you are such a nice guy... Really want to know more about you... Will you give me this chance to...?