The guy that can render me useless.
The guy who gets me distracted.
The guy who empties my mind immediately after seeing him.
The guy whom if physically close to me, I can't do anything right.
The guy who I am overly self-conscious for.
The guy I wouldn't even mind doing stupid (not reckless) things for.
The guy whom would definitely change my aspect towards love.
Your name is ______. Imagining a future with you, I picture myself willingly to do stupid stuff like singing when I can't, dancing when obviously you can do better at, doing all the sweet things & most importantly, sacrificing for you. At first, I kinda gave up hope on finding the right guy to last till marriage, but you came along and gave me a different perspective about it. Okay, maybe it's just me head over heels over this imaginary love for you but you just made me think in a different way, which is not what I had expected anyone could ever influence me to. But the fact that this is all just my imagination, it serves as a reminder of how I am willing to change myself for someone if I really wanted someone to be part of my life. But but but, since I see no progress in this, I am "training" myself to be have a stronger mentality. I will, one day.
