Infatuation; the state of being carried away by unreasoned passion of love. 

Guess it's just me feeling this way after watching "You Who Came From The Stars", I just want a Do Min Joon in my life, that will protect me whenever I need him to, and also care for me. I really ship Cheon Song Yi and Do Min Joon because as from a third person's perspective, it's rarely possible to find someone who you like to like you back. It's really tough, I swear. Apart from facing this fact, you might possibly face rejection as well, right? This "package" sucks. 

Watching the show also made me fell in love with Do Min Joon because he's handsome & nice in the show, and it also subconsciously make me keep a lookout on my-ideal-type guys recently, which keeps me thinking, what is my ideal type in terms of looks? Do I have an ideal type? I just feel like the past few crushes are based on feelings and not looks (Not saying that they look like shit but I fall in love with their personality before I actually noticed their looks) I would say ideal types can be split into two main categories, namely "Looks" and "Character". It's hard to find a person with both looks and character that one would considered ideal. So it's either this or that. Or else, you are really lucky :)

So, I met this guy today, he is tall, has broad shoulders, slightly huge biceps/triceps and looks not bad. I actually didn't really care about how the face looks, I just looked at his build, which I would consider to eye-candy on, haha, and his personality is sort-of nice? But I barely met him for days, so I can't tell much, but well, that's probably my ideal type in terms of looks. As for character wise, I just felt that humor is the most important. Plus the bipolar me, sometimes the guys I like defers from my ideal character guy too. Sometimes I like serious guys too. HAHA. Hard to predict the bipolar me and it's very hard to have an ideal type.

I kinda kept thinking about the guy after I went home, LOL this is crazy, I like a guy 2 days after meeting him & I barely know him. Probably infatuation. HA STUPID GIRL Y U KEEP THINKING ABOUT HIM. I might probably never ever meet him again (99% chance of not meeting). But it's alright, if fate allows, we will meet again! :)

Sigh, the bipolar me tells me I am over you, the other half tells me I am not.