Wait, does the title "The Chase" sounds familiar?

I have the cutest project teammates ever. Ok that was random. So, after project discussion, W & I headed to 313 & slacked for a while. At that point of time I wanted to tell her all that I had been through for the past week. (LOL it sounds like a confession to her, but it's not! LOL!)  I was sighing throughout my walk at 313 because this thing has been bothering me, then I was deciding if I should tell her my secret, but no harm telling her too. HAHAHA not really a secret, but still, it bothers me a lot because I think & imagine a lot. So, I told her about it after she guessed what I wanted to tell her about. And yeah, she actually guessed it right, LOL you had me at the "are y'all age gap very big?" well, is she fast. We were entirely talking about my "problem" throughout the session at the Hongkong dessert shop. It's so funny, she's a great problem solver, someone who gives great advice and solutions. So, it was hella awkward laughing as we waited outside the studio, we were smiling because of our topic, and then we saw xxx, then when Wendi said xxx was coming, my reaction was to avoid all eye contact. WHAT'S WITH YOU, WEI TING! You are so weak in this! Seriously, Wei Ting, you suck. Yeah I didn't dare to look at you in your face because I was pretty much shy, but I realized I had to look normal. LOL. So everything went off normal, then when my name was called (well there wasn't attendance list or what, so he knows my name) and told me to move closer to the centre, Wendi was smiling, and I was looking at the mirror and looking at her cheeky smile because I looked awkward and funny (probably?) and probably because xxx just called my name LOL. Then xxx started filming and I get all looking so weird as he walks towards us with his camera recording, and we weren't dancing yet and pointing the camera at me only because Wendi was in front of me, and there was no one else beside/behind me. LOL. I was like OMG-I-need-to-shun-the-camera. Why was I so shy OMFG. Seriously Wei Ting, I despise you so much, you aren't like this! But yeah LOL. A few eye contacts during class but LOL it's always awkward because I can't look at people in their eyes. LOL. So, we slacked outside, creating chances to strike a conversation if it ever happened. We finally left (after giving up on creating the chance to accidentally bump onto him at the escalator) and went up to the second floor to see some decorations that Wendi wanted to buy, but suddenly when I looked down at the ground floor I saw xxx. That's the epic-est chase ever. I told W "He left already!!" then W was like "You wanna chase after him?" and we left the shop like a thief LOL suddenly running out but it's because we see someone that we wanna chase. I wanted to take the lift because it's closer to the exit but ended up taking escalator at the far end, so we ran. We ran. No way, no we did not just- oh yes we did run. We ran from the second floor till the traffic light, imagine the distance. But thank you Wendi for accompanying me. And this is the part I failed terribly. I didn't dare to talk to xxx though we were at the traffic light. He's on his phone, and we were tryna catch our breaths. LOL. And he was throughout on his phone, and then we finally talked after we crossed the road, and it's all thanks to Wendi who helped me approach him to strike the conversation. LOL. I suck, seriously. I didn't really talk to him because I had no idea what to talk to him about. We ended our conversation with Wendi talking mostly, and Wendi said she's only helping me with the first sentence to start, ended up talking most, made her embarassed LOL T.T So sorry Wendi, but thank you so much for creating this opportunity even for me :') I did talk abit only luh, but Wendi did most of the talking. We parted from him at the red line escalator, then we talked behind the pillar and I took circle line with Wendi as we talked. Yes I feel so stupid for not talking much, though you created such a good opportunity to talk to him. Sian. I suck at striking conversation man!! T.T But overall, still have to thank Wendi for being my "wingman"! Can't thank you enough :')
He was like saying "Wah, 20, very young leh" LOL. T.T Is that a bad sign? Hope not. His words of encouragement when I said I could not dance and he talked about modern jazz in the university I wanted to apply for: "Got improvement, but the moves not that fast(or something)" Sian, I feel like he wasn't really like interested in the conversation though :X is it just me? Or it's because we were interrupting him using his phone? I just felt like if I confess in the future, it's a straight rejection. :/ I don't know but the conversation sounded a little awkward too because it seems like we are interrupting him or smthg (or maybe because it's actually our first conversation ever? Hahaha, idk) :( I just hoped I think too much. Haha. Last week you raised my hopes when you striked the first short conversation. This week you crushed them (MAYBE I THINK TOO MUCH ABOUT YOU NOT INTERESTED IN THE CONVERSATION). But I don't know, shall see how it goes. 

I am afraid to lose the chance to ever talk to you again. But if I don't, I can't concentrate and always think about you. It's such a tough decision.
If I do, it's a 50% chance, or never ever talk to you again
If I don't, my imaginations won't stop running, and it prevents me from my 50% chance (which is barely 10% since we aren't close) LOL.

Ahhhh, save me T.T